Walking away
Gentleness is fading away
I can only see anger in your eyes
Your beautiful eyes
Those eyes which once shone in love for me
Now they only show hatred and anger
I can't even look away
I have to memorize the way you look at me
Just as I memorized the days, when you watched me in a loving way
When you cared for me
It's my own fault that these days are over
I cared to much and took the wrong turns along this path we walked together
But I couldn't help it in these past years
What was done had to be done
And so I did it when you wouldn't do it
Thankfully I know a way to escape your bright eyes
I know they are watching me
But it hurts now an so I chose the only option I have
I turn around and walk away
Out of you life…at least for a while
© S. Rabe
Dieses Gedicht entstand beim Schreiben am 39. Kapitel von dôsei-ai no. Das Kapitel hat mich ziemlich mitgenommen und ich hab mich wirklich in Kaoru hineinversetzt...also wundert euch nicht...
