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Your life
Always carry a smile with you,
is a strenght and wisdom too.
What do you see? Where do you go?
What shall we do? How shall we know?
See, how all the trees have grown,
the birds are flying on their own.
You say you hate your fucking life
and though I want you to survive.
Where you were and were you went
isn't rather that what you had meant.
The world isn't like it sometimes seams,
Not as perfect as in some dreams.
I know your dreams are kind of bad,
but mate, I tell you, don't be sad
You're like a book of thousand pages,
a book, that might get over ages
We smile 'cause that is what we know!
The way of life is where we go!
The one who makes me grin is you,
so cheer me up as you always do.
Time has come to let you see
that you will always be with me.
In dedication to my very best friend
yours Faenya
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Nightmare
From sunrise to sunset
heaven is crying
while I'm lying
right here in my bed
Rain has fallen down from sky
in these times I ask me why
I'm living on this fucking world
where I don't understand a word
You try to tell me what they say
but I can't see there any way
to live
to breath
to hold on tight
I never had the strenght to fight
Do you see what's tying me?
Forcing me to scream
How do you dare
to call my life a dream?
It's just another nightmare
dedicated to my very best friend
yours Faenya
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Hate you
I realy hate you
it's not just the things you do
more the things you say
like I am always standing in your way
Look, I'm not just a nasty thing
Do you know that your words are hurting
Deep inside
myself,
my soul,
my heart,
I'm hollow and defenceless,
without any guard
You kept me in a golden cage
I did't had friends who were at my age
An while I was living in a cave
you incessant told me to be save
But I will never understand
why you said this if you hadn't meant
The things I do are never right
I am always on the wrong side
And no matter how much I exert
You'll for ever treat me like dirt.
If this is true
Why am I talking to you
You don't even listen to me,
thats what I see!
In dedication to nobody, it' just how I sometimes feel!
I had to scream out ^^
yours Faenya
